DOOMED LOVE

You think you know how much it hurts but the truth is you don't.

I walk around with a smile when inside am bout to burn.

I feel the pain like am standing next to the sun

Or in front of a gun.

Just pull the trigger so I can feel the pain no more.

Yes it hurts me to know that I hurt you.

When all I ever wanted was for you to know I love you.

It's my fault I lost you, and I don't even deserve you,

But I know how much I need you ,

And I know I would do anything just for you.

Wish I would have treated you better,

When I still had forever,

But now all I've got is never 

And I still wanna make things go better,

But now I guess it's too late….sealed fate.

We can be friends. Yes! That's great !

But how am I gonna pull that off with feelings you can almost palpate,

Did I just hear your name cause my heart just started to palpitate,

That's how I feel when I see you, I almost wanna run the other way,

You're the best thing that's ever happened to me

But I was just too confused to see.

Now I've lost touch with reality,

Like am on a dose of ecstasy.

Frantically am begging you and I hope my love is plain to see

I can see me without you but baby that me ain't worth being.

Without you I'll always be alone no matter who am with,

I feel like am stranded in a pit

So please pull me out, draw me up, hold me close, tell me that you love me too.

Tell me that you feel the same way that I've been feeling for you.

I know you've trusted me and taken lots of chances,

Even though I always hurt you and broken your stances

But here I am asking you to risk it again

And I know I won't hurt you or cause you anymore pain again.

I only wish you can believe but I understand if you don't.

Only wish that you can trust me but I understand if you can't.

Future looks drab,

Present looks sad.

I'd give anything to relive the good times we had,

But right now all I can do is reminisce about that,

They say move on but it's hard to move without my heart……..

                                                                                                                       Chukwuemeka